#Lyrics Never Enough-Papa Roach

 

Life’s been sucked out of me
And this routine’s killing me
I did it to myself
Again I said this would not be
Somebody put me out of my misery
Expression, stimulation
Hollow sense of myself
I did it to myself again
Somebody put me in my place
Never enough, Never enough
Do I deserve what I got?
Now everything’s okay
There’s nothing wrong with me
This seems unnatural
To me I’d say in every way
Somebody kick me in the face
Now something’s wrong with me
I’m bleeding profusely
And this seems natural
To me I fuck up everyday
Somebody put me in my place
Never enough, Never enough
Do I deserve what I got?
Never enough, Never enough
Do I deserve what I got?
What I got, what I got
What I got, what I got
I feel as if I’m running
Back to where I started
You ask what’s wrong with me
And I say nothing
Is everything okay?
Is something wrong with me?
Pushing and pulling feelings
Eternal my heart is yours
I feel as if I’m running
I feel as if I’m running
I feel as if I’m running
Run
Life will knock me down!
Never enough, Never enough
Do I deserve what I got?
Never enough, Never enough
Life will knock me down!
This is a song about a depressed individual feeling over whelmed in life. And lets be honest….we all get overwhelmed. I know I do. I mean for the past couple of months we’ve been looking to move. and well packing and switching utilities and changing address…the whole 9 yards is very stressful….and then well I haven’t had a whole lot of sleep lately. So I have been feeling run down…dragged out….overwhelmed.  As a mom… I feel like I am never enough…. As a wife… I feel like i am never enough. A daughter, a sister a friend. There are just some days that I do not feel like I am ever enough.

#Lyrics Never Have To Say Goodbye-Papa Roach

‘Cause when you took your last breath
I was high, I was running away
You always call me on the phone
But I never pick up
I never wanted you to know
I was running out of love
You didn’t walk out, you didn’t give up on me

So even if you’re coming out
I’m not giving up on you
We never have to say goodbye
‘Cause I can feel you from the afterlife
And I just wanna say, that every single day
You make me take a deeper look inside
If everything you say it’s true
Then I would never have to call on you
In every single way
You’re ripping every day
So we never have to say
We never have to say goodbye
We never have to say
We never have to say goodbye
I didn’t have the strength that I needed at the end of the day
‘Cause I was popping every pill
The only one that I was fooling was me
You always loved me when I couldn’t even love myself
No, you never turned away when I was begging for help
I should’ve said thanks
For never given up on me
So even if you’re coming out
I’m not giving up on you
We never have to say goodbye
‘Cause I can feel you from the afterlife
And I just wanna say, that every single day
You make me take a deeper look inside
If everything you say it’s true
Then I would never have to call on you
In every single way
You’re ripping every day
So we never have to say
We never have to say goodbye
We never have to say
We never have to say goodbye
I can hear your voice when I walk through the pain
Show me how to live
Show me that I can change
I can feel you catch me when I fall away
We never have to say goodbye
‘Cause I can feel you from the afterlife
And I just wanna say, that every single day
You make me take a deeper look inside
If everything you say it’s true
Then I would never have to call on you
In every single way
You’re ripping every day
So we never have to say
We never have to say goodbye
We never have to say
We never have to say goodbye
We never have to say
We never have to say goodbye
This is a song about not getting to say your ‘peace’ when someone passes away… it is a very strong song for me personally. Considering I have had a few people pass away that I never got to say goodbye. Two of my cousins…..my grandmother. and most recently my father. It is kind of hard knowing that there was so much that you wanted to say to them and you’ll never get the chance to. Its nice that there are songs like these that allow us to express the way we feel.

#Lyrics Last Resort-Papa Roach

 

Cut my life into pieces
This is my last resort
Suffocation
No breathing
Don’t give a fuck if I cut my arm, bleeding
This is my last resort
Cut my life into pieces
I’ve reached my last resort
Suffocation, no breathing
Don’t give a fuck if I cut my arm, bleeding
Do you even care if I die bleeding?
Would it be wrong?, would it be right?
If I took my life tonight
Chances are that I might
Mutilation outta sight
And I’m contemplating suicide
‘Cause I’m losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I’m fine
Losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I’m fine
I never realized I was spread too thin
Till it was too late
And I was empty within
Hungry!
Feeding on chaos
And living in sin
Downward spiral where do I begin?
It all started when I lost my mother
No love for myself
And no love for another.
Searching to find a love up on a higher level
Finding nothing but questions and devils
‘Cause I’m losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I’m fine
Losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I’m fine
Nothing’s alright
Nothing is fine
I’m running and I’m crying
I’m crying
I’m crying
I’m crying
I’m crying
I can’t go on living this way
Cut my life into pieces
This is my last resort
Suffocation
No breathing
Don’t give a fuck if I cut my arm, bleeding
Would it be wrong?
Would it be right?
If I took my life tonight
Chances are that I might
Mutilation outta sight
And I’m contemplating suicide
‘Cause I’m losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I’m fine
Losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I’m fine
Nothing’s alright
Nothing is fine
I’m running and I’m crying
I can’t go on living this way
Can’t go on
Living this way
Nothing’s alright
This song takes the perspective of someone who feels frustrated and confused to the point that suicide seems like a valid option…..It is never an option. It is a permanent solution to a temporary problem… That’s something I have heard others say… Suicide doesn’t solve anything. It doesn’t stop the pain. It just transfers that pain to those left behind.
This is a song that helped many people express their darkest thoughts and find a way to overcome their struggles.
I know personally…this is a song that I always find myself coming back to. When I feel like I am at my lowest…when I feel at my worst… this song is something that just allows you to scream. To yell. To just let go of everything. It is a song that you can get lost in.

#Lyrics Falling Apart-Papa Roach

I’ll follow you out of the dark.
I tried my way but I keep falling apart!
All that I see, is the wickedness around me.
I refuse to believe, the apocalypse inside of me.
I can’t even trust myself.
I’m burning in my skin.
Standing at the gates of hell, but nobody will let me in.
I’ll follow you out of the dark.
I tried my way but I keep falling apart!
I’ll follow you, with all of my heart.
I’m tired of my ways cause I keep falling and falling apart!
I stand here again, forsaken in a place 
That feels like I can never win. 
I’m reaching for a saving grace. 
I can’t even trust no one. 
I need to rise above. 
I don’t think I’m good enough, to feel your perfect love.
I’ll follow you out of the dark!
I tried my way but I keep falling apart!
I’ll follow you, with all of my heart!
I’m tired of my ways cause I keep falling and falling apart!
I’m falling and falling apart.
I’m falling and falling apart.
I’m falling apart.
Your love’s a fire, it’s alive and I’m burning in it.
I’m in the ashes of mercy; I’m caught in it.
I fall hard and you carry me away.
I fall part so you can set me free.
Your love’s a fire, it’s alive and I’m burning in it.
I’m in the ashes of mercy; I’m caught in it.
I fall hard and you carry me.
I fall apart so you can set me free.
I follow you out of the dark! 
I tried my way but I keep falling apart!
I’ll follow you with all of my heart!
I’m tired of my ways, cause I keep falling and falling apart!
I’m falling and falling apart!
Without you I’m falling apart!
I’m falling and falling apart.
Tobin Esperance (I hope I spelled that correctly) explained that this song is about trying to find something to hold on to, that keeps you strong.
I think this is song is such a great song because you can relate to it. Even if you don’t have anxiety or a mental illness. But even more so if you do. It is important if you find that one thing that makes you want to live another day.
I know people always say that you shouldn’t live for anything other than yourself if you’re suicidal. But I say screw that. You live for anything that keeps you holding on. If you have a dog/cat keep living for them. You have a fantasy league. Keep living for that. Keep fighting. Keep holding on.

#Lyrics Broken Home-Papa Roach

Broken home, all alone
Broken home, all alone
I can’t seem to fight these feelings
I’m caught in the middle of this
And my wounds are not healing
I’m stuck in between my parents
I wish I had someone to talk to
Someone I could confide in
I just want to know the truth
I just want to know the truth
Want to know the truth!
Broken home
All alone
I know my mother loves me
But does my father even care?
If I’m sad or angry
You were never ever there
When I needed you
I hope you regret what you did
I think I know the truth
Your father did the same to you
Did the same to you!
I’m crying day and night now
What is wrong with me?
I cannot fight now
I feel like a weak link
Crying day and night now
What is wrong with me?
I cannot fight now
I feel like a weak link
(Push it back inside) 4X
A weak link
Broken home, all alone
It feels bad to be alone
Crying by yourself living in a broken home
How could I tell it?
So all y’all could feel it
Depression strikes hard just like my old earth would tell it
To me, her son, she told me I’m the one
Pain bottled up, ’bout to blow like a gun
Stories that I tell
Are nonfiction
And you can’t take it back ’cause it’s already done
BROKEN HOME! BROKEN HOOOOME!
Can’t seem to fight these feelings
Caught in the middle of this
My wounds are not healing
Stuck in between my parents
BROKEN HOME! BROKEN HOOOOME!
This song is about divorce. Although my parents never got divorced, they were separated for pretty much all of my life, until the day my dad passed away. Since I never really lived with my father, that I can remember I know I did when I was a baby, I technically come from a broken home.
What made things worse was the fact that the constant male figures in my life typically left. My oldest brother always left. He won’t say he did. He ran away when he was 16 and from then on he was only around every couple of years. It is actually very surprising that he’s been in the same state since 2011.
It was a broken home, but it was my home. I have one brother who sees the positive and one that see only negative. I’m kind of in between.

#Lyrics Face Everything and Rise- Papa Roach

Face everything and rise
The streets crawl with a deadly omen
Outside I see a world that’s broken
I can’t breathe, my heart is choking
I need a cure for this life I’ve chosen
The pain, the rain is a blessing in disguise
I feel it cutting and its cutting like a knife
The pain, the rain is a blessing in disguise
I feel it cutting and its cutting like a knife
I will face everything and rise
Never gonna quit until the day I die
Angels keep falling from the sky
Take the broken wings and learn to fly
I will face everything and rise
The earth shakes and the city’s burning
Blood fill’s like the tide is turning
Life hurts and there’s no warning
Lightning strikes, my heart is storming
The pain, the rain is a blessing in disguise
The flood’s coming and it’s drowning all the lies
The pain, the rain is a blessing in disguise
The flood’s coming and it’s drowning all the lies
I will face everything and rise
Never gonna quit until the day I die
Angels keep falling from the sky
Take the broken wings and learn to fly
I will face everything and rise
Running in the fire, I’ll never be the same
I come alive when I am burning in the flames
I’m under fire when I’m burning wide awake
My life feels empty when I am walking through the flames
When I am walking through the flames
When I am walking through the flames
I will face everything and rise
Never gonna quit until the day I die
Angels keep falling from the sky
Take the broken wings and learn to fly
I will face everything and rise
Face everything and rise
Jacoby Shaddix once said in an interview that the key lyric is ‘my pain is a blessing in disguise’ he explained that he used to feel like ‘why me’ but this song is about finding the strength in the pain.
I love this song. I have been a Papa Roach fan since Last Resort. This is one of those songs that I am just in love with. Whenever I feel like my anxiety is taken over my life, I can listen to this song and start to take charge of my life again. Its like I can either face everything and RUN or I can face everything and RISE. Although, anxiety makes me want to run….I choose everyday to fight and rise..
What do you think when you hear this song? Have you heard this song before?

#Lyrics Scars-Papa Roach

 

I tear my heart open
I sew myself shut
My weakness is
That I care too much
My scars remind us
That the past is real
I tear my heart open
Just to feel

Drunk and I’m feeling down
And I just want to be alone
I’m pissed cause you came around
Why don’t you just go home
‘Cause you channel all your pain
And I can’t help you go fix yourself
Your making me insane
All I can say is

I tear my heart open
I sew myself shut
My weakness is
That I care too much
Our scars remind us
That the past is real
I tear my heart
Open just to feel

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That your drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassion’s in my nature
Tonight is our last stand

I tear my heart open
I sew myself shut
My weakness is
That I care too much
Our scars remind us
That the past is real
I tear my heart
Open just to feel

I’m drunk and I’m feeling down
And I just want to be alone
You shouldn’t ever came around
Why don’t you just go home?
‘Cause your drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn’t understand
But you didn’t understand
You fix yourself

I can’t help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I’m sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can’t help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I’m sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

I tear my heart open
I sew myself shut
My weakness is that
I care too much
Our scars remind us
That the past is real
I tear my heart
Open just to feel

I tear my heart open
I sew myself shut
My weakness is that
I care too much
Our scars remind us
That the past is real
I tear my heart open
Just to feel

 

Oh my god. I remember when this song came out. And it doesn’t matter how old it is….it always seems to have a meaning with me. Like recently. I have been feeling like I was being used. A person would only call or text when they wanted me to pay for something. It started out as a friendly thing. I wanted to help. I am compassionate. Helping is in my nature. I would literally give my last dollar. But it got to the point where I was only getting messages about helping…So, even tho it killed me I stopped helping. And guess who I don’t hear from…yeah…

Scars.

I tear my heart open…every single time.

Before that it was someone else. There is always someone that I can relate to this song. The song deals with trying to always fix someone elses problems. No matter what pain it causes you. It is  pretty much my anthem. Unfortunately… 😦