I am a pessimist. I swear I am. And I don’t like to be. I really don’t. I want to see the bright side. I want to have hope. I want to see the good in situations. And I really try to get other people to see the bright side. To have hope. Because I don’t want them to feel the way I do.
Even when I want something…and hope that I can get it, there is still a voice in the back of my head that says… you’re not going to get it. Everyone is always telling me to think positive. To think positive and positive will happen. Well this is the real world. and that doesn’t happen.
These same people try to tell me to see the best in people. Like I know someone who steals a lot. and people tell me to see the best in them. that they’re funny and good hearted.. What do I tell them? that people are sometimes shitty. I don’t have to see the best in everyone all the time and I won’t. Because sometimes, people are really just shitty human beings.