#Lyrics Scars-Papa Roach

 

I tear my heart open
I sew myself shut
My weakness is
That I care too much
My scars remind us
That the past is real
I tear my heart open
Just to feel

Drunk and I’m feeling down
And I just want to be alone
I’m pissed cause you came around
Why don’t you just go home
‘Cause you channel all your pain
And I can’t help you go fix yourself
Your making me insane
All I can say is

I tear my heart open
I sew myself shut
My weakness is
That I care too much
Our scars remind us
That the past is real
I tear my heart
Open just to feel

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That your drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassion’s in my nature
Tonight is our last stand

I tear my heart open
I sew myself shut
My weakness is
That I care too much
Our scars remind us
That the past is real
I tear my heart
Open just to feel

I’m drunk and I’m feeling down
And I just want to be alone
You shouldn’t ever came around
Why don’t you just go home?
‘Cause your drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn’t understand
But you didn’t understand
You fix yourself

I can’t help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I’m sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can’t help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I’m sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

I tear my heart open
I sew myself shut
My weakness is that
I care too much
Our scars remind us
That the past is real
I tear my heart
Open just to feel

I tear my heart open
I sew myself shut
My weakness is that
I care too much
Our scars remind us
That the past is real
I tear my heart open
Just to feel

 

Oh my god. I remember when this song came out. And it doesn’t matter how old it is….it always seems to have a meaning with me. Like recently. I have been feeling like I was being used. A person would only call or text when they wanted me to pay for something. It started out as a friendly thing. I wanted to help. I am compassionate. Helping is in my nature. I would literally give my last dollar. But it got to the point where I was only getting messages about helping…So, even tho it killed me I stopped helping. And guess who I don’t hear from…yeah…

Scars.

I tear my heart open…every single time.

Before that it was someone else. There is always someone that I can relate to this song. The song deals with trying to always fix someone elses problems. No matter what pain it causes you. It is  pretty much my anthem. Unfortunately… 😦

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