All inside

 

People like to judge. They say they don’t. But you and I both know that they do. I mean can you honestly say you’ve never judge someone or something? I know I am guilty. I am not exactly proud of it either. Actually, I’m not proud of it at all. I say I only judge a person on how they treat others. And when I am joking I say I judge a person based on their music preference.

I mean that in the sense that if all you listen to is songs about degrading women, I’m obviously gonna think that you don’t have a fond opinion of women.

But I actively try not to be a judging person. It is a daily goal. Which isn’t too hard because I don’t get out much.

However, have you ever had a panic attack in public? See all those people starring at you? Judging you? Its an awful feeling. Now imagine your closest friends and family doing the same thing. Sitting there, while you can’t get a decent breath, judging you. This is one of the reasons why I keep it all inside.

Another reason is generally just people. When I think I have someone that I can vent to, someone who understands, they seem to just shut me down. They shut me out and make every single thing about themselves. It is quite annoying actually. Like I have a drama. I have problems. This is giving me anxiety. Help. And all they want to do is lay their problems on me. Like I really need any more problems to worry about. This is a major reason why I keep it all inside.

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