More than you can handle
One of my biggest fears is that even when I try my hardest, I will still not be good enough.
I know that no one is perfect. I will never be perfect.
But for some reason, I feel like I will never be good enough.
Not a good enough mother.
Not a good enough wife, daughter, sister, friend.
I fear that I will always be providing something subpar.
For instance. I have been trying for almost 2 years now to lose weight. Since I gave birth to my 2nd daughter, I have only lost maybe 30 lbs. I still have 60 to go and I don’t see it going anywhere. My weight has been yo yo-ing no matter how much I try to work out. How many steps I take, how healthy I eat. How many calories I cut. How many squats I do. I just cannot seem to get it to go back to my old weight. It gets depressing.
Although, my husband has reassured me over and over that he doesn’t care about how I look. I fear that my weight will never be where I want it and that it will interefere with my relationship.
Do you guys have insecurities? Do you ever feel not good enough? Comment below how you try to combat these feelings. Maybe your words will inspire someone else.