Do you ever feel like you just don’t have enough confidence in what you are doing? yeah, me too. I wish I knew what if felt like to have self confidence. Having anxiety just makes that a whole lot worse. Even when I feel like I know what I am doing. I just feel like I’m not good enough. It is pretty much in a lot of my life
For instance, I am taking a math class. I have always prided myself on being pretty good at teaching myself and being pretty book smart. However, during one week of this class, I just didn’t understand. At all. I spent 9 hours I swear on just one question. I just didn’t understand. I ended up crying because I was so frustrated. It was awful. After my tear session, I tried to look at the proble with new eyes. Finally I was able to kind of understand. I really hate not understanding. Especially math. It was the one subject that I was good at. And it’s not the first time that I have cried over this specific class. After a week of studying, I felt that I knew the material pretty well. Then comes time for the test and I’m looking at the problems like I have never seen words before. Again, I cried. I was not confident in anything I knew and I even take wonderful notes but still couldn’t understand. I ended up passing with an 85 on that test.
I don’t know if it is the same for you guys. Maybe I’m not alone. Maybe I’m not the only one who cries when they’re frustrated. If you have moments where you feel like you have a lack of self-confidence, my comment section has always been open to anyone and everyone. There is no judgement here. We will help eachother, we will break the stigma. Comment your moments. Comment the ways you combat these moments. Maybe the ways you fight against this will help someone else, or me.